surgery

So i had surgery in dec. and just got the 10 pinss that were in my hand out today i was more nervouse today then i was for the main surgery. i guess because it hurt so bad. there is a lot of blood its gross. at least i get to go back to school tomorrow. i can not wait t5o get all this over with, that will be the best thing. valentines day is coming any special plans? im planning on having a party with some close friends :)

conflicted?

I am a senior in High School, having to under go the conflicts of appling for colleges. All I no for sure is that I will be atending community college for my basics; from there im lost. My mind is constantly wondering through the stress of colleges and what my future will. what carrer will i have? will i be succesful? What should I major in? the questions haunt me all day, even in my dreams. Why is it that college stresses us out to an extent were you start second guessing what you always knew you wanted to do? :/